Liyana and Me.

I wondered why.....

I got so fed up so easily today. Eversince i stepped out of my home, i changed into a total stranger. I no longer care how people feels and thinks. When people bumped onto me, i'll either roll my eyes or growl at them. Yeah, i know im very bitch. But i couldnt help it. I just dont know why. BITE ME!!

Went out with my 2 darlings to Bugis. I couldnt buy anything at all~~~ AT ALL!!! When i realised that i brought 2 bucks out ONLY!! Laugh all you can. IM BROKE!! SERIOUSLY BROKE.

My dad hasnt been home for A MONTH!! A MONTH!! No allowance for A MONTH!! Everyday expenses are more than i can afford. Imagine......

Im like facing poverty or am facing poverty! Im not spend thrifting. So i spend my money wisely. I cant rely on my sister, she cant even support herself. WHAT CAN I DO?!!

I feel very vulnerable without my dad. I MISSED MY DAD SO MUCH! This is the 1st time in my entire whole damn 18 years life, my dad lefted me for entirely 1 MONTH! Its like the whole house cant stand alone without him. Now that i realise i relied tooooo much on my dad. Beside fiancial. It's like im lack of something. I would rather he nags at me every single day he got home when he finds that the house is sooo messy.

I felt lefted out. Its like my dad doesnt want me anymore. Felt useless.

What will happen to me when im fatherless?? I dont dare to imagine. Probably i wont be alive.

DADDY!! COME BACK ASAP!!

I MISS YOU!!